It’s that time of year…yes, the White Chocolate Mocha with whipped cream is prominently displayed on the Starbuck’s holiday menu. There’s even the option to add a shot of peppermint with peppermint sprinkles. I should be thrilled, right? But to my surprise there’s a new drink on the menu – the Maple Pecan Latte (with whipped cream and maple sprinkles). I do love maple. Thus, I am faced with yet another beverage-related conundrum.
As I stand in the line waiting to make the ultimate decision – which overpriced caffeinated delight will be going home with me – I think about choices. I struggle with choices. I am a sucky decider. Do not ask me to choose the restaurant or the movie. You certainly don’t want to be the salesperson waiting on me when choosing between the boots in black or brown…but these are little choices that aren’t necessarily going to change the trajectory of my life. They are small conundrums.
When it comes to those life-altering choices, I haven’t exactly had the opportunity to make those in the last several years. For so long, I didn’t feel like I had options. There was really only one kind of coffee, one restaurant, one pair of boots – and each was for survival. Things have changed. One year in remission. Tests and scans are clear – every three weeks I get the #merckmiracle, and I go about my scheduled programming.
The thought of having to make decisions scares the crap out of me – it’s like turning on the tv with 1,000 channels and you end up watching the home shopping show (what, that doesn’t happen to you?), or, in Whipped Cream Conundrum speak, you go to Starbucks and walk out with a bottle of water. Now I have the opportunity to make real choices. I’m not sure what they are, but I know I have them. Some may surprise me, like the Maple Pecan Latte, others may be self-initiated. Some may require courage, while others could come with ease. Whatever the option, it still comes with whipped cream.